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5 entries this month
 

11:54 Jan 30 2024
Times Read: 97


I can feel..
The strongest pull is her need to protect.
Protect you?
I dont understand it..
After everything you've done. Felt. Thought.
Toward her.
I just dont get it..

But i guess thats what makes her differ from us.

All I see is her beaming light.
What does they have planned for her?

I know I cant let her though..

We are both on a leash..
Im sorry angel..

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12:27 Jan 29 2024
Times Read: 121


No.

Im sorry angel.
But we are not gonna let you be anywhere near
When that karma hits..

They have their own debt to pay
And lessons to learn

Before they are worthy of your company.

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09:39 Jan 24 2024
Times Read: 180


we started out with a 10.10 today.
Maybe we should just stop looking at the time altogether.

If they want to talk
They can pick up the phone.
Or else they just letting us know theyr here.

...

Wake up angel.
Its your call.

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Maro
Maro
09:21 Jan 25 2024

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09:30 Jan 14 2024
Times Read: 257


I dont care anymore
I no longer want you
You ruined that for yourself
I see you now and I am shocked
And disqusted
And most of all feel like I dudged a bullet
Not getting back with you.
Never again will I allow any man to
Speak to me that way or treat me so..

Move on.
Im done.

The damage youve done is beyond repair.

Goodbye.

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22:48 Jan 12 2024
Times Read: 310


How are you even going to blame her?

From the beginning, she was open and honnest with you.
You knew she was looking for a forever person. That could be honnest, faithful and loyal to her.
You knew that you were none of those things, but you saw that you wanted her, so you pretended to be something you werent.

You convinced her to trust you
To let her guard down.
Something she does not do.
And to believe that she had found her soulmate.

She poured into you like you were the only person in the world.
She loved you more than life itself.
She believed in the man that you convinced her you were.

But you werent that man,
And once her heart had fallen
Little by little you began to reveal your true nature.
Every piece of you more cruel than the one before.

Even when you no longer deserved it
She praised you, loved you, believed in you, protected your image to others,
While you tryed to convince others to turn against her.

She did no wrong to you
She was always yours, always.
Kind, gentle and devoted
Her only wrong was how she betrayed herself to stay with you.


She begged you to change
She asked you numerous times to concider her.
She desired the man you convinced her you was.


But instead of being honnest with her
You tried to make yourself feel better
About who you were by making her feel small.

Belittled, mistreated, neglected and abused.
Watching the one she love become a nightmare.
She stayed cpmmited for as long as she possibly could.
She died emotionally and you didnt
Care to offer any compassion.

She finally accepted that you werent the man she thought.
And so she left you.
She waited to see if her absence could convict your cold heart to seek her forgivenes and change your ways.

But a man like you doesnt care about whose hearts he's broken, or whose life he has destroyed, before her last tear had fallen, you had sought to replace her.

So you can say alot about her.
Tell the world how wonderful she was
Tell them how forgiving and gentle she treated you while you abused the very woman you should have protected.

Tell them that she tried to save you while you held her head under water.
Tell them how she tryed to do everything to please your heart while you took her for granted. Taking advantage of her and her trust.

But dont you dare blame her.
The only thing she is guilty of.
Is loving a man that dont deserve her.

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Vodka
Vodka
00:24 Jan 13 2024

💜🖤💜 Oh boy can I relate to this...








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